Monday, February 15, 2010

I can't live stressed


  Most days, probably like most moms...

  I look at my day and could write a long list..

  Everything from chores to teaching them. 

  Time with each child-
  Time with God-
  time with the one I married-
  time with friends-
 "ME" time-

  I have a list of things to fix,
  things to bake
  and cook up and stock up meals
  in the freezer..
  so many things I want to read for me,
  crafts to do,
  classes to take,
  family books to read...
  laundry..

  When I start to jot it all down..
  I will start to see so much
  undoneness..
  and feel like I am failing
  and start to compare...

  The truth is, I am not a superhero..
  Jesus only had 3 years to get done what God had for him..
  there were so many more things He could have done...
  the list would be still going on today!
  Doing a bible study this week, 
  I was relieved to read this..

  And what should be at the top of my little list each day?
  Well, sometimes each day may be different..
  a baby- who is only a <precious> baby once, may need the most care one day,
  another day.. I see I need to spend time with my girl who is really taking off
  on her reading..
  the next day.. we may need to read together lots
  or play a game! Or work on other skills..
  take those nature walks,
  make some apple muffins!
  have hot cocoa...
  and get out some fresh white paper
  and fill it with color!

  So what I am "supposed" to do..
  is not based on what everyone else is doing...
  What will bring me the freedom, joy and fruitfulness in my life?

               Retreat to the simple things..
   only do what I can do.. knowing that is all that I am required to do.
  To remember to have a "Mary" heart.. When the kids are gone
  the house will then be clean and quiet!

  I love what is entrusted to me..
  it is not too much..
  I am privileged...

                                           Thank you, GOD.


1 comment:

Nancy Kelly said...

Amen! Thanks for sharing from your heart.